Author Archives: awemaker

Realization About my Acting Training as it Met My (Real) Life

I awoke today with a realization.  This makes sense to me, probably not you, but if you’re game and want to know about it or me in some great depth, here you go!

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Boy, can I drag my ass

Since the trip to my son’s wedding a month ago, things of sort of fallen apart. I am behind on rent. The car blew up on the way back (not literally, but the engine went in a way that it … Continue reading

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Wabi-sabi

[Rusty post picture taken at old Hull Nike installation] Watched a Japanese furniture maker doc & the concept of wabi-sabi has hit home. “Subtle imperfections, or signs of age and weathering are prized. They inspire the viewer to contemplate the passage of … Continue reading

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Food Log, 10/20/2016

I stepped on the scale, and today I weighed 320 lbs.  Post torpedo, no water yet, clothes on (sweats, t-shirt & pocket stuff; 1 wallet & no keys.) Food: Small glass of apple cider Banana I need to walk today.

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The Puzzle

Self-improvement is seemingly hard.  It’s a problem, with everything keeping everything else in place. “I can’t eat better because I don’t have enough money.” “I can’t make enough money because it’s uncomfortable to sit (because my body feels like crap, … Continue reading

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